Black

I Brought a lot of black today. Just got done painting my toe nails black, and just threw on my black zip up and i'm staring at this post with my black glasses on, text my special someonoe with my black iphone and blaring coldplay out off my black speakers. I'm i concidered to be goth now?
Drama has been running threw my life like blood in veins and i'm fucking tired of it. I just want it to end. I feel like i'm the only human out hear and that everyone that surrounds me is either rahtarded or lost in their perfect little clouded vision. Maybe i'm just a bitch for thinking that i'm the only one who sees the world as i see it, or maybe i just haven't met the right people. But then again, I look like no one else at my school. I know people think thats a good thing. But to me, at this stage in my life, its hard to not be able to compare to other poeple. Not just by my darkend skin color, but also by the way I have lived, the places i have lived and the various people i have encounterd. This all sets me apart from this little town we call NA.
But back to drama. You make noises at me in the hall way, you stare me down when i walk up to sharpen my pencil, you wisper when i'm not looking and my name runs threw your five letter word. Drama oh Drama I would love to do with out thow drama.
I'm going to start publishing my poems. Which are pretty much about all the fake bitches at our school.. and maybe one day they will read them. and UNDERSTAND that we know your are not happy... we know you look at your self in the mirror with disatifaction...and tease others to make your little small thinking mind some-what normal WE KNOW! we know you sons bitches..
Instead of cursing you out, branding my name in your fore head or even giving in to your fucked up rahtarded games.. i shall write. And because i can actually express my feeling unlike your poor poor ass i will feel A LOT better. And love it.

I Am now done speaking. goodnight.
AND thank you Alli D'amico for making me write again :)